Biggest Mistake of my life
30 minutes ago, I confessed to the love of my life, i cheated on her 5 months ago. I hate myself for doing it, and I dont know what to do, and I dont deserve anyone as amazing as her in the first place, and I just may have fucking ruined everything… I am in love with her… and I cant stop thinking she’s leaving me.
I dont know what the fuck im supposed to do, I’m running out of options, and I cant keep living like this, Knowing i have betrayed the trust of someone who trusted me fully, and was in love with me.
I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself. How the fuck am i supposed to tell her everythings going to be okay when I’m shaking, and sweating, and near tears? I cant expect her to forgive me when i dont even forgive myself.
